[J2OK Upcoming Show]

Please, feel free to bring your Friend!!

[Happy Thanksgiving!!]

[Sun Flower]

[Rising LES]

Grace Eunhye Min (c) all rights reserved.

[Jay Double Okay 2009]

Jay Double Okay 2009 from Jay Double Okay on Vimeo.

[J2OK HAVING A SHOW THIS THURSDAY]

Jay Double Okay Halloween Show!

EXPERIMENTAL/ELECTRONICA NITE ALPHABET LOUNGE

10/15/2009 9:00 PM at ALPHABET LOUNGE
104 Avenue C, New York, New York 10009
$10

THURSDAY OCTOBER 15

104 Avenue C (at the corner of 7th Street),
212-780-0202 $10 admission - 18+ w/ID
For further info: www.alphabetnyc.com
Bands Performing:
8pm RED VINYL (myspace.com/rrredvinylll)
9pm Jay Double Okay (myspace.com/jaydoubleokay)

[invitation]

[F.I.T. Illustration M.A. Capstone Show]

Date: June 4 - July 3, 2009
Opening night: June 4, 5-7 p.m.
Where: Gallery F.I.T.
Seventh Avenue at 27 Street

There will be more works showing in the gallery.
Please, come and enjoy!!

[shit Ing]

i didn't forget about this place...

you know...i have reasons.

eh huhuhuhuhu
don't have energy to explain..

[ugly feet]

[golden remedy]

[black widow]

[computer & i]

Uhehehe

[almost done]

yeah e

[i am still dealing with]

never ending thesis-
don't even have time to draw!

[never-ending]

but it will end soon.

[looking for luck]

look for your luck!

[happy pressure?]

[fun flower]

fun fun fun

[sticky feeling]

[flying head]

[birthday]

don't ask me how old i am please

[headache four]

yeah
it is obvious

[headache three]

[headache two]

[headache]

[spring needs water]

i want to improve this monster's image-
i love monsters~

[go]

let's go

[nobody]

[winter, like a swing]

i think this poem is about forgetting past love..
sometimes a body remembers how the love was deep longer than a heart,
and it may make your feeling hurt bigger when you find out the fact.



겨울, 그네처럼
박연준

내 젖꼭지에 매달린 그의 입술이 떨어지지 않아
무거워, 내 몸에 주렁주렁 달린 그의 몸
걸을 때마다 출렁이는 고통
바람을 좀 쐴까, 그러나 바람마저 내 몸에 매달려와
무거워 사내같이,
불어오는 것들은 죄다 무거워

시간의 허리에 삐죽이 튀어나온 못,
기어코 나를 흘기고
내 심장 아래서 잠자던 그의 눈썹이, 투두둑
떨어지면

나는 앙상한 겨울나무가 되어 춤을 춰
이리저리 기울어지며 하늘을 만져, 가시 같은 손으로
무거워, 이 허공과 바람, 끝내 무거워
나는 빙글빙글 돌면서 시간을 오독해
지난밤 속삭이던 그의 입술을 오독해

(이 시의 모든 저작권은 박연준님께 있습니다)

[birth]

[two minds]

i sometimes have two opposite minds at same time.

love+hate
honesty+lie
admire+despise
humble+cocky
.........

maybe those two opposite minds are same thing in a way.

[help me]

inside
outside
not too much different.

blood
ashes
sound like mafia.

swimming
burning
something have to learn.

help me
trust me
i need to run

(no period, because it is running away)

[a smaking woman and a singing blue bird]

Who is this woman?

[nil li li ya]

this is sound of resting grace when she has a lot of things to do
crazzzzzzzzzy

[eyelash's crying bloody murder]

(I am going to paint again for this one)

My friend younjoon is a poet.
I love her poetry.
Her every single letter pops out and becomes images.
I am proud of her.

My one of project will be illustrating her poetry.
I love the feeling somehow we are connected even though we are far away.

"eyelash's crying bloody murder" is her one of representative poems, and also title of her first published book.

I wish I could translate into English- but I am scared of ruining the beauty of original poem.


[속눈썹이 지르는 비명]

박연준

내 나쁜 몸이 당신을 기억해
온몸이 그릇이 되어 찰랑대는 시간을 담고
껍데기로 앉아서 당신을 그리다가
조그만 부리로 껍데기를 깨다가
나는 정오가 되면 노랗게 부화하지
나는 라벤더를 입에 물고 눈을 감아
감은 눈 속으로 현란하게 흘러가는 당신을
낚아! 채서!
내 기다란 속눈썹 위에 당신을 올려놓고 싶어
내가 깜박이면, 깜박이는 순간 당신은
나락으로 떨어지겠지?
내 이름을 길게 부르며 작아지겠지?
티끌만큼 당신이 작게 보이는 순간에도
내 이름은 긴 여운을 남기며
싱싱하게 파닥일 거야

나는 라벤더를 입에 물고
내눈은 깜빡깜빡 당신을 부르고
내 기다란 속눈썹 위에는
당신의 발자국이 찍히고

[pain full moon]

At first, I wanted to paint about stomach cramps.
HOWEVER, it gets too much abstract.(although it is very direct in a way)
painful lmoon located in my pocket= it means I have pain bluemoon in my pocket.
puhahahahahaha
yeah yeah yeah...it is another bullshitting- keke

I am not satisfied with this one, but I figured out something good for my future.
Gooooood~

[oh my god]

I have never ever ever ever been sick like this before!
I guess I had stomach cramps plus flu.

I wanted to update my blog with my dayillust once a day, but I couldn't because of the sickness.

I am really sick of sickness-_-;;;

Well, I feel much better now-

Be careful of Flu and what you are eating now!!
It could kill you ^_^

[chicken legs]

Too many points
make me drunk

and now I need chicken legs.

[realizing]

Bloody direct rays of the sun
has passed the expiration date

Bang!
joint suicidal damn humidity

SOB pieces of Vienna pokesage
filled with my fat meat

A bundle of hairlody in Arirang

My heartless ten fingermade knife-cut noodles
have became shadow monster

This is just my address right now.

[Starting Point]

This will be my third trial.

I hope I remember this moment someday.

Someday.
I hope I could remember this moment with my smile
When I try to remember when I started blogging my stuff.

I hope Not it is because of my fourth trial.

Let's see how grace could handle it.